WTF AM I DOING!?!?!?! (Garu's first "vent")

okay so i was told to write shit here so ... what am i spose to fuckin write? can i curse? idgaff!!! anyways yes as you can all see i am pissed... why? i dont fuckin know! im tired, things feel like they are going way too fast! i mean goddamit. my brain is fucked...like idek! i just wanna go fall into some random abyss and just be by myself for sometime. like them bitches from anne rice's novels... like how lestat done buried himself and woke up some decades later. i wanna do that.... ugg.